renungan duapuluh

this reflection is based on my experiences, understanding and observation. dont laugh because you may think this is ridiculous or silly or stupid and whatever. 

so, it begins with my-so called brand new-age. twenty. yes, I'll never see another number one on my first age number. it is now two. but I'm not the one with number two on its age. there are billions in general. and the thing is, my friends too. they are aging, growing up, all of people in this world does. but aging doesnt always come up with maturity, I think. and maturity needs change. 

and my point is, I feel like everyone's changing except me. I'm still me. 

my friends has grown up. they are become more mature, more elegant, more beautiful and more like a woman. they have their own make up kit, they can put mascara and eyeliner right, take care of their looks, they wear dress and even skirt, they used to the pain from high heels, they have cute bags, they can manage their appearance, they read good magazines, they cook well like a master, they go to salon, they have pretty shoes, they wear accessories, and many many many more things.

compared to me ?

I have a make up kit -if I can call it make up kit because its content just a powder, lip balm and eyebrow pencil- I seldom use, I cant put mascara and eyeliner right, I rarely take care of my looks because I think what's best is simple looks, I have dress and skirt I wear occasionally because I think those are for a formal event, I have only one high heels and I always complain about the pain I have to bear so I wear them only for a formal event, I dont have cute bags and cant decide how cute bags are and moreover I think I cant wear cute bags because I dont have cute clothes to match up, I cant manage my appearance and the reasons are all above, I dont read magazines I read manga and newspaper, I'm still trying to be a master for cooking while I have this symptoms of short term memories, I went to salon just for cutting my hair not for a beauty treatment, I dont have pretty shoes I have a sneakers and a pair of normal shoes, I dont wear accessories except wristwatch.

that's pretty much a contrast.

I met my friend in a mall when she wore a mini dress, high heels, cute bag and make up.

and there was me with sandals, poor jeans, t-shirt, poor bag from centuries ago and no make up.

she was that awesome and I was awful.

this twenty years old girl still in her seventeen. 

she'll try to be normal like anyone else in their twenties.

maybe she just got her identity crisis.

vonny itu ...

So... I found this on my three years ago high school's assignment. This was a part of an autobiography of mine. I dont even remember I'd asked them to write these comments. but I find it funny when I re-read it, now :D

Vonny itu cerewet, rame, suka bercanda, enak diajak kluyuran, enak diajak ngobrol, pinter ilmu sosial, cengeng, menyenangkan, pokoknya my best friend forever deh. Haha.

-Amanda

Von-ya: CUEK, ketawa cempreng + keraaas, baik, suka menolong, pinter bikin puisi, cerpen, all about sastra lah pokoknya.

-Deasy

Vonny : jangkung, kurus, cuek pol, baek, humoris, ngambekan kadang-kadang, cantik. Hihi

-Arvi

Vonny itu orangnya periang, ceria, terbuka, gamau ambil pusing, berani, kadang-kadang suka nangisan. Hehe.

-Aretha

Vonny itu cereweet, kalo udah cuek ya cuek pooll tapi kalo care ya jadi care pooll, baik, pemurah, tidak perhitungan, kalo nangis jelek, trus suka mendem masalahnya sendiri.

-Nadhia

Vonny itu jelek.. haha. Asyik, baik, tidak sombong, rajin menabung, mudah bergaul, temen curhat yang baik, pacar yang baik bagi pacarnya. Haha

-Edo

Vonny is a senility girl (pikun haha), lola loadingnya lama, jarang sarapan, cerewet, kalo dateng sekolah mesti mepet, kalo istirahat mesti ke Bu Ji huaha.

-Akbar

Vonny itu baiik, cerewet jugaa, kadang pemalu, kadang kepedean, pinter, suka mendem perasaan, ngalahan, lupaan PARAH, suka nyanyi ga jelas, kurus gabisa gendutt, ramee, pendengar yang baik. Udah ah.

-Lela

Vonny itu baek, rajin, dewasa kayak ibu-ibu, bermasalah dengan badan kurusnya, pinter bahasa inggris, hahaha . suka nya pake kaos n celana jeans . ga bisa feminim . wess mariiiiiiii !!

-Ria

Vonny itu cerewet, kliatannya diem, tapi narsis pol hahaha. Kadang – kadang nyebelin kalo lagi bad mood. Pinter tapi kadang – kadang lemot, kalo kebelet langsung keringatan terus bingung deh wahahaha, and many more laaaah :p

-Okky