what do you think I should fucking do?
I've been trying to do everything but not a single fucking thing is change. suddenly I have to carrying more burden in my shoulders while I didnt know what the hell happened. who do you think I am?
I'm starting to think I'm a fool. for staying still when I know nothing. for staying still when I lied to. for staying still when another fcking burden magically appear. and for staying still when I know something has gone wrong.
it feels like I was invisible all this time and I didnt have to know everyfckingthing. like, lalala vonny you dont have the right to know, just watch and wait, tralala the magic will blow your little mind. dude, it really is mindblowing, now what? you want my ovation?
lot of things come through my mind and I dont know what the hell I should do for them. do I need to think of them? do I need to share all of them? do I need to ignore them? do I need to tell you? but, do you even care? nobody knows.
it really is annoying when I acted like nothing happened but my head yelled out loud. and I guarantee it'll get worse when you dont even know what your fcking head yelled of. it sounds like blablablablablaBLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLABLA!!!! dafuq
to tell you the truth, even myself dont know what I wrote just now. I just dont know what I should do. SOS
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