they said. as if I can

metamorfosis

mawar itu mendapati rasa asing ketika kupu-kupu datang ke tamannya. entah karena si kupu-kupu membawa keanggunan yang tak bisa disandingkan dengan mawar, atau mawar tidak lagi mengenali si ulat yang dulu pernah tinggal di dekatnya.

random thoughts

sinichi itu kalo jadi conan (dengan tubuh anak-anak) dia bakal tumbuh sesuai sama tubuh anak-anaknya ngga ya?
obat itu bikin tubuh sinichi jadi terus di ukuran itu atau bisa tetep tumbuh?
terus conan itu kenapa ngga pernah ngerayain ulang tahun?
conan sekarang udah kelas berapa? masih kelas satu? perasaan udah ngelewatin berapa musim salju deh

happy birthday

semoga kamu bisa lebih baik dan menjadi yang terbaik. semoga kamu bisa tetap menjadi alasan bagi orang lain untuk tersenyum, bahagia dan merasa bangga. semoga setiap doa dan harapan yang terbaik untukmu cepat tersampaikan. semoga keinginan dan cita-citamu segera menjadi nyata. 

you've been through twenty one years,

hope that won't be just twenty one

because you have to be more than someone

because you shouldn't be just anyone

selamat ulang tahun, 

selamat umur dua puluh satu, 

aku selalu sayang kamu.

birthdayboy

always yours, 

vo

indeed it is a long journey

it's a long, long journey

till I know where I'm supposed to be

it's a long, long journey

and I don't know if I can believe

when shadows fall and block my eyes

I am lost and know that I must hide

it's a long, long journey

till I find my way home to you

many days I've spent

drifting on through empty shores

wondering what's my purpose

wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry

I know you'll be standing by my side

it's a long, long journey

and I need to be close to you

sometimes it feels no one understand

I don't even know why I do the things I do

when pride builds me up till I can't see my soul

will you break down these walls and pull me through

'cause it's a long, long journey

till I feel that I am worth the price

you paid for me on calvary

beneath those stormy skies

when satan mocks and friends turn to foes

it feels like everything is out to make me lose control

cause it's a long, long journey

till I find my way home to you

someone said to me

"mereka ngga jahat sama kita, tapi mereka jahat sama diri mereka sendiri."

perhaps,
people find their own way through some kind of path.

but for some, a plain good path isn't enough to make them realize,

that their lives aren't just a playground. 

that they have been too much playing around.

that they have people that love and care for them.