setelah baca the ugly truth of cancerians

well, if all of cancerians keep running away from almost everything, good at hiding their emotions, easily hurt and intend to hide beneath their shells, then I have only one question.

WHY is it me the only cancerian I know that can not gain any weight ?

what kind of symptom is this?

so... I'm kinda having sleep deprivation.
I dont even know why I couldnt have my sleep lately.
I think I think too much. or maybe I'm afraid of dreaming.
I'm trying really hard to keep my sanity.
I dont know, it feels empty. I looked so pathetic I can possibly pity myself.